Monday, 10 September 2012

Eyes wide open

I never again want to love someone who doesn't love me. I never again want to feel an explosion of emotion that overwhelms me on sight.

This boy doesn't do that to me. He likes me more than I like him. I need to keep it that way. It helps me stay logical. I will grow to adore him the longer I'm with him.

He is attractive and funny and attentive. I want all of those things in a man. So whether or not I'm over the last boy, I will move forward with this boy because I should. Because I should see him even through my broken heart.

I don't ever want to feel as strongly about someone as I have in the past. The pain of letting go is not worth it.

So by giving him a chance, I give me a chance. I need this. I need to be needy and he doesn't mind. He doesn't see me as weak.

Affection isn't a problem with him because I don't scare him. I like that.

Heres to a new beginning...

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