I miss my boy. One month almost down.
This has been a rough month. Our feelings for each other are deeper. Thus making the separation harder. 8 1/2 months we've been dating.
We have had our ups and downs More ups than downs......
At this point in time, all I can think about is holding him in my arms. Snuggling my face into his neck and having him play with my hair.
He used to do that a lot when I would lay in his lap. He would play with my hair. I liked it. Its amazing to me our ability to build this amazing bond.
We're learning to communicate and its paying off. We're compatible and perfect for each other. He is teaching me how to be still. Its good for me. He comes along and actively participates in the endless hours I feel that we need to be social. And I don't feel as though he's only doing it to pacify me.
This is what I've been looking for. Searching for. A boy who wants to be with me. A boy who I'm comfortable with.
We'll figure out all the kinks in our relationship. We'll work through understanding each others emotions. I can't wait. In the meantime; I love learning about him. Experiencing life with him
He's my one. I know it. xoxoxo
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