People come and go. In and out of our lives either noticed or unnoticed. I try my hardest to make sure anyone who comes across my path is not left unnoticed. I want each and every person I meet to not only feel special, but also feel as though they have made their mark in my life.
I guess this is why when things turn down a path I'm not ready for its pain is so shocking to me. And sometimes, when damage is done, there is no repairing it. A hard pill for me to swallow.
But you remember the "business" we established? STFU and deal with it? and the jokes and the giggles we had? The late night talks about boys and kids? Future plans and current problems? I haven't. I'm sure you haven't either.
But honestly, the difference is during no time did I turn you into a monster in my head. At no time did I create something that wasn't there. So here I sit, saddened as I realize our friendship has really come to an end.
Zonski told me a long time ago that a real relationship takes patience and a long time to build. You can't rush something that is good and lasting. How very true I have found those words. Relationships that have been a spark and ignite a blast are quick to burn and die out. Its been proven time and time again.
I'm so grateful for the real true blue friends that I have. Friends who have become more like family. Sincere people that take ups and downs in a relationship and roll with it. Get pissed, fight back, come to an understanding and still hold hands with me at the end of the day.
So, dear stranger, you've made your mark in my life. I thought it would be for a longer while than it was. I'm sure I've made a mark in yours. Off we go our own separate ways.
I'll keep a smile for the world to see. My heart will break at the loss of what could have been. But time heals all wounds.
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