Saturday, 9 February 2013

I'm terrified.






I knew this would happen. My practice gets in my blood. It's in my soul and who I am. No matter how I try or resist- I can never walk away.

It succeeds with minimal structure. Now that I'm back, I have this desire to stay and grow it. Expand and take it to its fullest potential. It's possible to become the largest agency in the area. I know it. To have two more offices with no problems. The ideas flow from my finger tips faster than I have the ability to even comprehend that I've had a thought.

I get excited and energized while talking or thinking about it. This practice was what I was born to do. I know it. I can't deny that for much longer. I don't have this spark or drive when I'm in bundaberg. I don't have this desire to want to progress there like I do sitting in my office.

Ive been away for a year and my energies have been rekindled. I know I dont want to stay in this area forever, but I wouldn't mind the next few months. Get this place back to my spirit. My voice. What I embodied it to be.

Thinking. Thinking. Thinking. The possibilities are endless.

So at this point- do I live a life I want professionally or do I live the life I want personally?

2 comments:

jenn with 2 n's said...

Why can you not do both? open a place in Au.

Aced said...

I have to be a resident there to do that. So it's not possible.