It is shocking to me how much I've changed. How things I used to think were so important, I can barely stand to think about. How things that were so normal to me seem so foreign now. Its amazing to me how I have such little need for the things I used to think made my life tick.
I'm so completely different and I knew that, but didn't realize to what extent. Now that I see it, I wouldn't change any moment of my life for anything.
I'm happy that I followed my gut instinct and left the boys I left. I'm happy that I pushed my comfort zones and walked away from my my box. I'm thrilled that that I saw my fear and said, Fuck You!
I thank God that I wasn't happy with being content with what had just passed into my life. I'm glad that I realized that there was more to life than "it just is."
Two years to find myself. Two years to try every path life has to offer. Two years to see what else there is to this world.
October 4th, 2010-I walked away from everyones perfect life to my perfect happiness. I promise to never ever sleep through my life again. I promise to stay proactive in my happiness and success.
This girl is H.A.P.P.Y.
xoxoxoxo
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