Hey, I heard you like the wild ones/I wanna shut down the club with you.
I can't change who I am. I can't stop being thrilled at little things. I can't stop smiling all the time. I can't help jumping in feet first into everything. I can't help losing everything and recruiting everyone to help me find it. I can't help committing fully to all endeavours.
Its who I am. I have a wild free spirit that sends me in every direction. No path goes untraveled in my world. I try them all. Every smooth trail. And all rocky footpaths. I am no longer apologizing for this. I'm done being insecure in my confidence. You love me or you don't.
I love to swear and dance and have sex.
I love meeting new people and falling in love. I love getting dirty and dressing up. I am a contradiction to myself. I will never understand why I don't understand anything. I will always be able to hear both sides of an argument, therefore not being able to commit to either side.
But I'm a good girl.
I'm strong willed and defiant. I can hold my own. I am often wrong.
BUT!
I am no longer going to seek approval. I'm impulsive and sincere. I'm not vindictive and I have never held a grudge. I forgive and forget. Its who I am.
I'd like you to join me in this life. I'd love to have you run beside me and encourage me. I'll encourage you. I'll show you new things. You show me new things. Its a relationship that doesn't take but has a mutual benefit.
If I'm not your one, okay. No worries. I get what it's like to not be with your one. I'd never ever ever wish that upon someone. Never. So take my hand and run along with me. Friends is okay with me. Because I deserve my one and so do you.
I have a wild spirit this lets me love like no others. A friend or lover, its always for life. Its who I am. It makes me happy. I have enough to share. So come along!
xoxoxo

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