Tuesday, 19 June 2012

Living is a Problem because Everything Dies (Biffy Clyro)

I'm working on the website for Wild Mountains.  During this I was searching my e-mail for a password and login.  Sadly, came accross some old e-mails from SRW and myself from when I was here in Feb.

Re-reading these are not healthy for me.  Especially right now.  I've a headache and I'm jet lagged.  Yeah, thought I beat it.  I was wrong.  Either way, I'm tired and by tired, I mean exhausted! ;-)

I've re-read the e-mails, rewatched the music videos and YouTube links that he sent me.  Fucking hell.

But in seeing the stuff from SRW, I found this.  And I miss this woman so much.  She is such a huge mentor of mine.  I love her to pieces and I want to spend some time with her while I'm here.  I hope I get the chance.

Anonymous has left a new comment on your post "It's what I needed":

Heart beats fast -- Colors and promises -- How to be brave -- How can I love when I'm afraid to fall.....

And all along I believed I would find you --Time has brought your heart to me....I have loved you for a thousand years -- I'll love you for a thousand more....


Tasha -- be brave and your time will come to love and believe that you will find...exactly who...and what....you need.

Thank you for your willingness to share openly with me and trust me to care for what you have built. I worry about you, but then I know you are growing and in that growth you are listening with both Reason and Emotion Minds -- and radically accepting what is presented to you and even what you might not understand.

Be patient...

Be brave...

Be open...and honest with yourself above all else.

I am always here.

MJ

I hope she means it, because I'm needing her.


xoxoxo

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