Saturday, 31 March 2012

I don't feel so bad

Aaaahhhhh.

Here I am. Feeling like I'm sitting on the back patio of the house Nathan and I bought. The birds are chirping. I hear the running water of the creek. I look up and it looks like my back yard. Pine trees and birds all around. Music playing Softly.

Letting go is a natural part of life. Its always so very hard for me. I had an interesting conversation today with the girls. Kate was asking me questions abut TWO. I answered them and we got to talking about what Aimee and I were talking about the night before.

Australian men and their difficultly in expressing themselves. And how they think they are, but they really aren't. Not in the eyes of the girls they are trying to communicate to anyway.

I read the controversial text outloud and immediately Aimee says. "aggressive brutal force??!" I looked up shocked that she picked up the exact same thing I did. And said, yes! All excited (you know how I get, jumping up and down).

In the end, the conclusion was he was trying to be sweet (thank you) but due to his nationality has a difficult time communicating what is to be said.

Kate said I was right to call him out. I wasn't looking for an apology (although it was much appreciated).

Next the offense of you pushing me on to the trainer actually came from the text before hand that said, oh you like your trainers don't you. That is where the implication of sleeping with MT came in. That is why it pissed me off.

I gather that maybe Kate and TWO attempted a relationship, but she wasn't interested. I may completely be off the mark, but I doubt it. It has been a gut instinct since I first saw them at the German club.

Either way, my weekend here at witta promises to be much like my girls camping weekend from last year. Ironically enough, Aimee had surgery yesterday and it should be the last one needed for her shoulder!! Xoxo.

So, off to more reading, skateboarding, salamander hunting, platypuses spotting, and fresh air in taking!!!


Xoxo

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