Rach always said

One of my best friends, Rachel and I were talking long ago about boys. This is a usual topic with me and friends. I have always, as long as I can remember, have been boy crazy. My first boyfriend in kindy was named Daniel. I dont remember much about him except for some reason he lived with his grandparents and he was tall. And he liked this red shirt he wore all the time. My mom and his grandparents let is hang out after school and I was so cool.

It's pretty safe to say that my first kiss wasn't until a few years later with my childhood bestie, Benjamin. Who moved away when we were in second grade. I always pictured a Dawson's Creek relationship with that boy and was disappointed when he had to move.

Last night Dragan called me. He said he misses me. Very boyish he was last night. He said to me, when we met you said this would only last a few weeks. Here we are five months later babe and we're still talking.

He's right. I completely thought we'd move our own separate ways like people do. I don't know why we haven't to be honest, but I'm glad.

Rach always told me that boys know what we're feeling and when to step in. Every time I'm single Dragan pops up. Not in a strong overbearing way. Just reappears. Like he's never been gone. He doesn't know I'm single. We've never been Facebook friends. And I'm not calling him to say hey, I'm single! Let's chat!

I wonder where we are headed. It's interesting to me the people who stick around in my life sometimes.

"well your mama kept you but your daddy left you
And I should have done you just the same
But I came to love you
Any old time you keep me waiting
Waiting waiting"


Off to MY LAST DAY OF WORK!!!!!!!


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