If you watched my previous blog you'd know I'm all about comfort zones.
Yeager told me the reason she loved me is because I'm capable of Living the art of life without an eraser.
MJ tells me that I don't need to kiss a snake for the sake of kissing a snake.
Trista tells me to have no regrets.
Rachel tells me to jump with my eyes wide open.
Some envy me. Some think I'm crazy. Some respect me. Some walk away.
Everyone has their own way of coping and dealing with life.
The difference between remorse and regret is a new concept for me. To be fair, I've had a limited number of regrets which I have turned into more remorse than anything. With time, remorse has become a lesson learned.
I'm growing as a person. Every day. With every interaction I'm changing. I'm pushing comfort zones, doing things that make me happy and sad. I feel like my world is falling apart and then falling together. I fear everything. Change is awful for me. But I push and push and push. I want change. I want to experience my fear. I want to see the other side of everything.
I'm happy with who I am. Sometimes my fear defines me. Sometimes my brain listens to my heart. I make mistakes.
I will be true to me. My values. I want to make lifelong friends. I want to find a love worth sacrificing for. I want to be free of constraints.
Being true to me will make me beautiful to me. And at the end of the day, I need me more than anything.
Xoxoxo
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