Thursday, 15 March 2012

Yes. No. Hmmmm. Good point.

My mind is easily changed with a good argument. Is this a bad thing?

If I can see both sides, I have a hard time disagreeing or saying one side is wrong. Hence my balanced brain, at war with myself bit in my 'about me.'

Honestly, I'd like to keep traveling. I want to make it to Italy and London. I want to see Greece like I planned. I want to go to south America with Rachel. I want to settle and start a life. I want to be in a relationship. I want to be single. I'd be happy either way. Not more happy with one or the other. I don't think.

Is this wrong? If home is where the heart is and my heart is happy with just me- why can't I just be happy with doing whatever? I have no real strong desire to do much. Except find love, but I'm told I need to sit and let the butterfly land.

So I'm happy and content doing whatever. Should I not be? I don't see what's wrong with this. Just because it isn't a long term plan, doesn't mean I don't know what I want. It just means I want to taste everything. Do everything. See everything. Experience life. Hear sounds I've never heard before. See things I have never seen. Taste things I've never tasted (within reason). I want to do things I've never done. Yet, be able to come back to familiarity. I want to come back to comfort. See my loved ones. Kiss my family. Hug my friends.

Party til the break of dawn. Watch every sunrise. See every sunset. I want to see shooting stars. And make friends who are like family on every continent. I want to love everyone I meet. I want to meet everyone. Hug all that come my way.

We have so much time on this earth. So much to give. I want to take every moment and give all I get.

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