Extremely loud and incredibly close

So in a way your boots
Are heavier then mine

I promise I'll be back to normal soon. I tried so hard.


A great story about pushing comfort zones and getting lost and then finding yourself

I was this boy. And the end of the story is he was was okay. And I am too.


In the end I only had my disappointment and I guess that's better than nothing.
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It's been 18 months since I made the decision to leave Nathan.

18 incredibly long/short grueling/easy painful/difficult decisions.

I have been on the longest 16 second ride. I've been a mess for so long I can't remember which way was up.

But today, at 7:27pm, it's been such. Very long time coming. I can honestly say that I'm me. Better than me.

I'm okay with my fears. I'm okay with my comfort zones. I'm okay with not knowing me. Because along the way I've found out I'm capable of anything.

I'm finally ready to be happy again. And to be honest, without even realizing it I've been happy. I just needed to stop pushing it away. Stop being defiant.

I'm healthy. And I'm happy. And I just needed this time to find me. And I'm here. Strong. Beautiful. Confident. And still learning and growing. As long as I continue to have a beginners mind, I always understand I'll never know anyway.


Xoxoxo

Tasha Ace
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"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."