I will forever lack understanding.

I wake up to a phone call this morning from him. I sent a text saying, I wont stay at his place while I'm visiting. He is insistent. Says everything will be fine. He knows he'll get angry at me and that I'll get upset. He knows that we don't understand one another. I wear him out. I'm too energetic for his laid back personality. I'm sure that it's going to be a hard weekend. Try for both us. Why be insistent? If we have a good thing going on and we know it. Leave it. I have comfort zones here!! This is one. Why are you pushing fate?? There isn't any reason me staying at a hostel should be something he calls me about. Maybe he is pushing his own comfort zones. Maybe he is trying to fuck with his own fate. Maybe he doesn't want to be friends anymore. *alert*. Trouble ahead. This girl is over thinking. Letting go. Living in the moment. One day at a time. One moment at a time. Xoxoxo