You can't force something

I was on the phone with zonski about an hour or so ago and he was telling me BZE released their new plan for Port Augusta. I knew it was close, but didn't realize it was out yet. He emailed me the link and told to take a look. He said he knew I'd be interested in getting involved. He is so right. I've been having some problems getting started with them. For one reason or another I've been meeting up with people from there, but not the ones I need to see about utilizing me appropriately. The day I flew out of Brisbane, I got a call from BZE telling me Zonski had made contact and was interested in volunteering. At that time, I called Zonski and told him I'm not sure I was still interested in volunteering. They are taking forever to get things in motion. To that he replied, You're was just impatient. Well, after two months of waiting around, I figure you can't force it to work out. I think I've been patient enough. After our conversation, I had decided that I would for sure meet with Emma here in Brisbane when I got back and not cancel the meeting. My gut instinct was telling me to head straight for Melbourne and has been all along. Two things were holding me back. Wild mountains being one of them. I do enjoy working with them a great deal I'm positive that i'll make a larger impact on their organization than BZE. This factor stands on its own merit to keep me in Brisbane. The other factor, I find tonight was a bit less important than it needed to be, sadly. Ever way, I have sent my email off. I'm heading to Melbourne see about launching this project. If it works, the impact on Australia and the world is tremendous and if I can't have love in one form, I'll settle for second best. Xoxo