Here's the thing, I'm to be working on my BZE portion of the website. I'm exhausted as hell, getting almost no sleep last night and working so very hard these last two days at Wild Mountains.
Couple of things from the weekend that I must think about. 1. SRW tells me I need to stop head butting my comfort zones. (basically, that's what I heard anyway). And I say okay. I hear you and I'm willing to work on it. I also accept you as a good friend. I love the way we are together when there isn't the pressure of anything. When we are just us, having a good time. When you're smiling and watching me. I know I need to stop thinking about it. Just let things be as they are. I know this. I get caught up in my emotions of which I know I need to change. I know this. I also know though, that in order to do this, we need to function normally. Where normal friends would hang out. Bars, climbing gym, yoga, blah blah blah. With a bunch of other people. I also know that while we are good friends, I can't date anyone else. I'm not even remotely interested in anyone. Not even a tiny smidgen of a bit. I'm faithfully yours and I can't help it. I don't want to add pressure, I don't. But its where I stand. I only want you. We'll work on a friendship first. Thats the healthy thing to do anyway.
2. BZE and WM. I'm eager to get these things on a roll and I must say, excitedly as I jump up and down (well, not really as I stated before, I'm exhausted) that things just started rolling today for me. Although, this week I planned to fly down to Melbourne, and it may be a very very very short trip as I am procrastinating to booking accommodation and such.
3. This weekend, aside from a small annoyingly needy and frustrating moment by yours truly, went very well. We started to put up a roof for Richard. He and I also spoke to some great length about some things that will help out the group so much! We have several things we're going to focus on and Richard is going to put into place a couple of my suggestions as soon as tomorrow! We even were working on a large project this afternoon.
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| Will and I literally cut down the middle of this screw hole.......pretty cool |
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| First, I wish someone would have told me how bad I looked....send, Yes, they still allow me to use power tools here! |
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| The view from the ISV Rainforest......Its beautiful! |
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| On the drive back home to West End.....the sun set was beautifully breathtaking.......my heart is in sunsets and sunrises, I can't help loving them. |
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