Guidance

I am in desperate need of some direction.  I have turned to some of my usual places, Cainer, who tells me that I need to accept peace or something like that.  The boy, who tells me whatever I decide is fine. 

My problem is this: my practice has failed, of which is to be expected.  I knew what was happening when I left in Feb.  But decided to leave anyway because the relationship with PIB was more important that making a shitton of money.  I thought I'd push my luck.  Then realized, I had no luck to push.

So like my usual self, I'm doing some research.  Finding out how others make decisions.  I have found a very unhelpful blog about zen called good life zen.  Mary says this about her site: 
I'm passionate about supporting people who want to lead a happier and more meaningful life There was an article about how to make decisions.  It was the biggest line of bullshit I have ever read.  It listed 9 ways to make a decision, all the while encouraging indecision.  For example, Go with your gut, but don't let it lead the way.  UM? What?  Either way, I skimmed the post and thought, Fuck off  Ms. Neuroscientist.  Obviously you don't read the shit you post.

I found a flowchart for medical interns in a hospital.  It was pretty cute, but not relevant.

Then I found this article:

http://goodlifezen.com/2010/09/10/what-is-your-temperament/

Yes, good life zen.  And I must take back my negative post above, but only in regards to this post. Not because it is helping me make any deicisons.  But because I like what I see.  The boy is a beaver.  I am a fox.  The fox describes my personality to a T.

Now, what to do with this useless information???  hmmmmmm........I guess I'll keep searching online for some answers.  I wonder how many people just type into Google: what to do with my life?  Lets see what responses I get.  I'm not happy with what was listed.  Therefore, I'm skipping this section of my post.