The queen: "Daddy you don't know what mother is doing to me. It's like she is turning me into her. I have to get away. This is insanity. I'm angry all the time. She's making me crazy."
Her father: "She wants to give you everything she never got for herself."
The queen-: "I don't want her life. I want a life of my own."
My feelings couldn't more exact than hers. It's a punishment being here. I think destiny is telling me to deal with my demons here before I can move forward. I hate who I become here. I hate the feelings I have here. I simply hate everything about here. It's not home. It never has been. It never will be. I don't want it to be. I will never raise a family here. I will never stay here for any length of time. Never. I refuse to stay just to make whoever in my life happy.
I see clearly now that the only way to break away from me being like you is to walk away and never look back.
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